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WORNING!!!: This blong is just a joke. so if you feel the need to attack me about anything i say I hold the right to laugh my ass off at you!

 

 

Drugged up and boozed up sluts make me worry about a couple of things....

 

A) Who my friends are sleeping with ((Your god knows that I have some friends that don't think with their first brain a lot.))

 

B) The next gen is going to have so many AIDs babys an, what happens when my kid falls for someone and he/she ((my kid)) doesn't know if they ((the person they fall for)) have AIDS!!!!!!!!!

 

and...

 

C) How the hell am i going to drag this drugged up boozed up slut ((my friend)) up the stairs of their place?!?!?!

 

 

 

I haven't made a list in a long time soo here it is.

 

you know your Rachael when:

 

1. getting up at 9:30 is just as hard as getting up at 6:30 becuase no matter what you will stay up far to late.

 

2. Your friend throws a deck of cars at you and it hits your eye!

 

3. You check twitter far to much.

 

4. Having sex with a gay guy isn't akwerd....((don't ask please))

 

5. You are ether watching cartoons or LOGO.

 

6.You have a photo like this

 

7. When you hate the photo from above yet you use it.

 

8. sleep feels so far away.

 

9. A shoulder rub feels so good right now. lol

 

10. you don't know why you just made this list.

 

 

 

WOW Long live the King. and that is ALL i have to say about that.((One of the front dancers messed up. SORRY  thats my inner dancer being picky)) and yes I kind of got teary eyed…

Now lets get this show on the road kiddies.

Katy perry isn’t my fav but she looked HOT! doing the opening.

I heart Russell Brand!!!!!!!!!!! HEHE… He can say whatever he wants!!!! He knows whats really going on.

I’m thinking Beyonce for best female…but Taylor swift got it????HOW THE HELL?!?!?! Who slept with who to get that?!?!  Well she is hot.

((PART ONE))Kanye needs to learn to keep his mouth shut. His such a dick. He has done this bull shit before and it is uncalled for. He should have just waited till after the show. DICK!!!!!!

I want Fall Out Boy to win best rock….or maybe GreenDay, i can’t make up my mind. I’ll just say I wanted GreenDay because they won! hahahaha. I loved that Billie’s voice cracked!!!! hehe

((PART TWO)) If I was Taylor Swift I would have broken down or punched Kanye in the fucking face. I think she did a great job on her song (9even if i don’t like it)) Her dress was fucking HOT!!! and now i unbder stand why her make-up was like that.

I just hope that Jordan Sparks doesn’t show her ugly face. haha.

YAY GABE AND PETE!!!!  HAHA! at lest Pete got his shirt shown.

Oh i soooo called the wheel chair!!!!!! I’m soo good…oh wait no…lady Gaga is so good!! haha if anyone has a prob with her and say shes a dude needs to look in the mirror and see shes hotter then 99.99% of females. so suck my junk hoes!(( she did seem to get a wedgie though.)) Fuck that was good.

Best pop I thought it would be By or Gaga…I want Cobra though….it was Brit-brit….haha whatever, sure why not.

DUDES Megan Fox is a fox!!!!

Hell yea GreenDay rocked!!!! Who knew all these rock star dudes still had it in them…oh wait i did! haha. HAHA Pete on stage with Greenday…am i losing my mind or was he there???

yea yea yea….twilight…whatever….OH LOOK IT”:S TAYLOR!!!! his fucking hot!!! haha

Beyonce is really killing it. Her boobs look amazing…lol how great would it be if one popped out lolz!!!!!!

Andy Hurley&Joe Trohman twittered during the VMAs thats too funny!!! haha

LOOK diddy!!! haha

best male…i want T.I. Or Slim….. YAY T.I!!!!!!!!!!! Come home…and just be better…be real.

I heart Muse…for real, I was really siked for them.

OH! look!!!!! AAR!! alkl glittery too!!! sexy…in a stoned out of my mind kind of way.

Best Hip-Hop i think should have gone to Jay-Z…and it went tooooooooo…….Slim…not bad….very good pick. his eyes are pretty and I have loved him from the time i was little and my brother was listening to him and I was stealing his Tapes/CDs

AWWWWWW DJ AM…I’m sad again. It should have been more planed.

Best new comer I thought should go to Gaga…..and it went to her… YAY!!!!!! love the lace!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK off Perez Hilton…don’t stand up….sit your ass down and shut up……

I hope Pink doesn’t fall…whats with the lil Kim top….only Pink’s is the nun version. haha.

Video of the year i thought should have gone too Beyonce…i’m glad she got it. haha that was a cute dance.

haha look at Lady Gaga. shes cute

Go Beyonce thats the right thing to do…that was so nice.

Jay-Z bitches!!!! If I was going to the VMAs I would skip it and just show up for my part too…..lol!!!! He did really well…..WAS THAT LITTLE MAMA? or am i going crazy.

Good night!

please give me feed back on what you thought of the night.

P.l.u.r. RAE

((this is what came of me humming to myself))

 

I talk to the moon, when your not around. I ask it about the sun, and the stars, and when you’ll come around. It always replies, but the answer is never the same. Your always on my mind, But your mind is always on fame. Your lucky at best. You may find your dream soon, But remember I’m here, Talking to the moon.

((this is what came of me humming to myself))

 

I talk to the moon,

when your not around.

I ask it about the sun, and the stars,

and when you'll come around.

 

It always replies,

but the answer is never the same.

Your always on my mind,

But your mind is always on fame.

 

Your lucky at best.

You may find your dream soon,

But remember I'm here,

Talking to the moon.

So i was looking at old photos of myself, and I think i look angry in a lot of them....I don't know why but i guess i come of angry....I'm going to work on smiling more. 

Today is going to be even more boring then last year. *SIGH*

So about a month a go I had some tracks in my hair.......Tracks from hell if you will...but they looked ok for about a week... and it was really nice that my hair could be pulled up in to a up style. ((and look a bit normal.))


They were put in to lose and started to come out after a little, they started pulling on the braids.....OW! I wasn't so pleased after the photo above was taken I tried to takea photo of the back of my head to see where it  was coming lose.

And at the moment I relisd how many fucking bobby pins were in my hair! I did a count when I took my hair down and there was about 78....let alone the ones that fell out....gah!...so after all that, I desided to Screw the tracks and just go with my real hair.....It  took some time to get my hair back to it's normal health and type but now it's back to normal.....thats why i'm been posting so many new photos! haha....

so moveing on from my dumb hair life...I spent some time with my friend torie and Julia, we went shopping.....((as much as I hate it)) Julia draged us in to the Khols to try some stuff on and wall me and Torie waited we fond this lovely number....




and after that we fond these shoes....


It was a good/funny day.

It's been four fucking months of on and off sick! Colds, Asthma, Strep, Broc, Flu! GAH! I hate being sick!!!!!!!!! Sorry I haven't been posting...other then photos, haha....


But anyway I was looking through all my photos and I fond a picture of me and my bestie Torie from April 2007 and this is one I just love! we look so young yet at the same time the same! shes on your left and I'm on your right.....some people have trouble telling us apart in photos from this time in our lives.

GOD! she is so pretty , i always wish i looked like her! She was in my shirt and i was in hers. HAHA! we are just weird that way.I miss times like this with her, we don't see each other like we used to.


But on a happy note we and almost all our friends are hanging out this weekend for a surprise birthday party for one of our friends.((I really hope that friend dosen't read this....HAHA...they all would kill me!!!!))


Right now I'm picking at some rice.....it's kind of blah....I don't know what to eat with it. What do you guys like with your rice?


OH! A band in witch I'm friends with, just broke up! SO SAD!!!!!!!! *tear* oh well i have a shirt from them maybe when one of them hits it big I'll sell it for loads of money! HAHAHA!

I once had a dream that I was on my knees. Crying, sobbing, rocking back and forth, and I hear these foot steps. I don't look up I just have a feeling I know who it is, even if I can't put a face or a name to them. They get closer and I'm just there sobbing, soon the room becomes like a silent film and I'm watching from the corner of the room as the tall, dark, shadow of a person walks closer to my broken body on the floor, that's still sobbing even with out sound you can just feel the heart break and sorrow. The person who is now reveled to be a man places his hand on my shoulder. I watch on as I can feel the hand lightly on my shoulder, like a ghost of the real touch. my body goes limp at his touch. no more sobbing, no more tears, just breathing. Breathing is the only thing I can hear, his, mine, hers.....or was that mine as well? The man takes her...my face in his hands, staring in to my...her eyes. The a rush of pain hits the air, as his fist hits us. no more breathing, just a world changing, life ending scream of pain....but not from the body, but the sound has graced my lips. Me the person in the corner, the one in the shadows, the one that can taste the blood, the one that can't breath....The one falling but the one that will never hit the floor.


((I'm not really sure what this is....sorry!))

''Get that spoon out of your cleve! We are in the mall!''

" Learned today i hate the taste of flowers."

"Never let my mother alone in a walmart....EVER!!"

"I knew it! I knew God was a cowboy!"

Nothing like a slice of bologna in your g-string.


((EW!))

“how was your weekend?”

“Pretty cute, blond, tall, funny…”

Way to go Betty Crocker,baking pancakes!

I steel  your waffle crisps.

"Pay your bills with cigarettes."

((Not permoting smoking!!!))

((I'm late on posting this, sorry!))